Regret?

I'm regretting once again

Reunion is back on

and i'm won't be able to attend

i'm in Melbourne

and i won't be home till 27th

plus i'll only stay three days in Malaysia

and i'm flying to Japan

i'm not expecting them to do anything

i just feel jealous

that all of them can attend and meet each other

while i can't do anything but just maybe...

look at the pictures and post of the reunion

i don't know

i feel i wasn't actually that popular in class

nobody cares about me

well..that is basically how my whole life has been

it's my problem isn't it?

*sigh*

now my life is so...out of order

i only study and study

haven't had much entertainment since Yr 11 started

but no matter how much i study

i don't get good results in the end

:(

what am i going to do?

BY Pearly