still have this headache
feels like i have a fever
it goes on and off
really weird
anyway
today wasn't any stay at home day
it laster for 3 hours and i'm out of home
when out with bro and his gf
we went to Sunway Pyramid and had a sushi feast
YUM!
it's those rotation ones where you pick which sushi you want to eat
you can also order them if they're not on the rotation thing
so after that we when walking around the complex till like 5
and when across the road to have another feast
steamboat this time
we wanted to ask my cousin to join us but he couldn't make it
bad luck
anyway
we ate so much that....OMG i couldn't walk much
lol
I am still so full!!!
then we went over to my bro gf's family place
it was nice to meet them
nice people ^^
so that was my whole day in short
funny conversations in between! LOL
we're planning to watch a movie tomorrow night
I think we are watching alvin and the chipmunks part 2
hope we get tickets
buying them tomorrow morning!
BY PEARLY
Saturday, December 26, 2009
Friday, December 25, 2009
Home Day
Mum and dad went out to visit the elders....
I requested if i can stay home
and dad agree so mum agree
and i'm home for the day....maybe
lol ^^
but home for now
hmm....not sure what i'm going to do
but it's not going to be exciting for you guys
my headache is gone! YAY!
slept on the reight pillow!
no weird dreams! PHEW!
I better go get some food
HUNGRY @@
BY PEARLY
P.S MERRY CHRISTMAS!
I requested if i can stay home
and dad agree so mum agree
and i'm home for the day....maybe
lol ^^
but home for now
hmm....not sure what i'm going to do
but it's not going to be exciting for you guys
my headache is gone! YAY!
slept on the reight pillow!
no weird dreams! PHEW!
I better go get some food
HUNGRY @@
BY PEARLY
P.S MERRY CHRISTMAS!
Merry Christmas
Didn't post yesterday
too tired!
came home and just wanted to go to bed
nothing much happened yesterday
just when and saw my aunt's new home
i like it
3 bedroom, a kitchen, a living, a balcony, 2 bathroom
it's an apartment unit
on the 12 floor
well it's just right for the 3 of them
today (or yesterday) is christmas eve
woke up with massive headache
and a really weird i mean REALLY WEIRD dream
thinking about it makes me shiver
anyway
didn't feel well
until now i'm having a headache
well better type this faster and go to bed
so later in the evening
i went to get a haircut
layered the front and i like it
i always wanted to layer my hair
but because in the past i do ballet
and have to tie it in a bun
it will be difficult if i layer my hair
so now i've stop i can do anything with it
well not anything
school doesn't allow extreme hairstyles!
later we rush home in the traffic and pick up dad and my grandparents for dinner at my other aunt (dad's side) place
had noodles and fried rice! it was alright!
didn't had much apetite though
so we left at aroung 9ish
when home...took a bath and wait for my uncle to fetch us out for late night coffee
since it's christmas eve!
so that was it back now
well i actually left alot of detail out
ceebs!
well nobody notice my new haircut
not even one *sigh*
oh well....it's not that obvious i guess
plus as if somewone would notice it....
i better go to bed...*yawn*
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!
BY PEARLY
too tired!
came home and just wanted to go to bed
nothing much happened yesterday
just when and saw my aunt's new home
i like it
3 bedroom, a kitchen, a living, a balcony, 2 bathroom
it's an apartment unit
on the 12 floor
well it's just right for the 3 of them
today (or yesterday) is christmas eve
woke up with massive headache
and a really weird i mean REALLY WEIRD dream
thinking about it makes me shiver
anyway
didn't feel well
until now i'm having a headache
well better type this faster and go to bed
so later in the evening
i went to get a haircut
layered the front and i like it
i always wanted to layer my hair
but because in the past i do ballet
and have to tie it in a bun
it will be difficult if i layer my hair
so now i've stop i can do anything with it
well not anything
school doesn't allow extreme hairstyles!
later we rush home in the traffic and pick up dad and my grandparents for dinner at my other aunt (dad's side) place
had noodles and fried rice! it was alright!
didn't had much apetite though
so we left at aroung 9ish
when home...took a bath and wait for my uncle to fetch us out for late night coffee
since it's christmas eve!
so that was it back now
well i actually left alot of detail out
ceebs!
well nobody notice my new haircut
not even one *sigh*
oh well....it's not that obvious i guess
plus as if somewone would notice it....
i better go to bed...*yawn*
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!
BY PEARLY
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
end of 2nd day
2nd day back from malaysia
still no fun yet
well...there is some
but it didn't last long....
*sigh*
how i wish we can go back to the old days
and just have fun
now you can't do this
you can't do that
blah blah blah
now going back to Malaysia = going to jail
being behinh bars doing nothing
well doing something not exciting or FUN
So what is the use of coming back then
I don't know anymore
*sigh*
another boring day tomorrow...
JOY! NOT!
BY Pearly
still no fun yet
well...there is some
but it didn't last long....
*sigh*
how i wish we can go back to the old days
and just have fun
now you can't do this
you can't do that
blah blah blah
now going back to Malaysia = going to jail
being behinh bars doing nothing
well doing something not exciting or FUN
So what is the use of coming back then
I don't know anymore
*sigh*
another boring day tomorrow...
JOY! NOT!
BY Pearly
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
No luck today!
hmm...well i just ended a game of mahjong...(as in real type of mahjong/3 players)
adn i freaking lost like about...Rm60+
not happy
well i was playing with my grandma and my great aunt
I have to keep playing even though they told me to stop
well...they are old people
I don't want them to stop having fun
I was winning straight for the first few rounds...but then it got worse
and i lost everything
and both of them were playing against each other
while i'm just sitting there letting them win....
at the end of the game
I told mum to give them back their money
as in clear the money i own them
and of course i knew it was approx. RM30 each
because each round was like minimun of $5
and it was like 15 rounds of RM5
but they didn't want to accept it
i was like (thinking in my heart)
"don't lie...as in you don't want the money"
It's just that I can't socialise with old people much
i can...but if they make me feel down i feel abit irritated
well most young people do
my grandma is a person who is arrogant and goes her own way
even my grandpa can't influence her
well...to be honest
she is the main reason why the hole is still a hole
grandpa is getting lenient on this hole
but grnadma is still freaking arrogant
and i can't stand it
But i love her....well not like really crazy about her
it's just that mum can't live without her
grandma can't look at things in a different way
no matter how much we say how much we tell her
she still looks at the situation her own way
eventhough she knows she is in the wrong
she can argue back
like we say in chinese
she can make the dead alive
she can make something wrong become right
it's just...i don't know
she gets angry on small little stuff
i can understand her that she wants love from her children
but she needs to understand too that
her children has family too
they have to go to work, earn money to feed their family
you will be smilling when they have time to see you
grandma just wants her children to...you know
be with her, call her, visit her, give her money...
well she can argue that they don't give her that much money
so what? you don't need that much from each children
you have 7 kids
a hundred each will be 700
700 for both grandma and grandpa is totally enough for a month for 2 people
and she still say its too little
she expects 1000 from each children
grandma....please think deeply
they still have their family to feed
they have to pay bills
they have to do other stuff
1400 is totally enough!
I am glad with that amount
maybe its just that my grandparents think differently
my other grandma doesn't expect money from us
as in she does expect but not that much....
I don't know
i don't think she will understand....
ok she will but in a different way to the modern society
BY Pearly
P.S *sigh* i think i was too over about what i just wrote....but that was what i was thinking when i was facing her for the past 2 hours....sorry
adn i freaking lost like about...Rm60+
not happy
well i was playing with my grandma and my great aunt
I have to keep playing even though they told me to stop
well...they are old people
I don't want them to stop having fun
I was winning straight for the first few rounds...but then it got worse
and i lost everything
and both of them were playing against each other
while i'm just sitting there letting them win....
at the end of the game
I told mum to give them back their money
as in clear the money i own them
and of course i knew it was approx. RM30 each
because each round was like minimun of $5
and it was like 15 rounds of RM5
but they didn't want to accept it
i was like (thinking in my heart)
"don't lie...as in you don't want the money"
It's just that I can't socialise with old people much
i can...but if they make me feel down i feel abit irritated
well most young people do
my grandma is a person who is arrogant and goes her own way
even my grandpa can't influence her
well...to be honest
she is the main reason why the hole is still a hole
grandpa is getting lenient on this hole
but grnadma is still freaking arrogant
and i can't stand it
But i love her....well not like really crazy about her
it's just that mum can't live without her
grandma can't look at things in a different way
no matter how much we say how much we tell her
she still looks at the situation her own way
eventhough she knows she is in the wrong
she can argue back
like we say in chinese
she can make the dead alive
she can make something wrong become right
it's just...i don't know
she gets angry on small little stuff
i can understand her that she wants love from her children
but she needs to understand too that
her children has family too
they have to go to work, earn money to feed their family
you will be smilling when they have time to see you
grandma just wants her children to...you know
be with her, call her, visit her, give her money...
well she can argue that they don't give her that much money
so what? you don't need that much from each children
you have 7 kids
a hundred each will be 700
700 for both grandma and grandpa is totally enough for a month for 2 people
and she still say its too little
she expects 1000 from each children
grandma....please think deeply
they still have their family to feed
they have to pay bills
they have to do other stuff
1400 is totally enough!
I am glad with that amount
maybe its just that my grandparents think differently
my other grandma doesn't expect money from us
as in she does expect but not that much....
I don't know
i don't think she will understand....
ok she will but in a different way to the modern society
BY Pearly
P.S *sigh* i think i was too over about what i just wrote....but that was what i was thinking when i was facing her for the past 2 hours....sorry
Conclusion
Back again...*sigh*
We had the dinner i mentioned in the post before
wasn't as exciting as i thought
Full though but....meh
Well at least the dinner gave me an answer
the problem i mentioned in older post
is still freaking there
like i said
if the time limit to cover up this hole is over
then it will always be a hole...a deeper hole
deep metaphor eh?
well...don't really want the real meaning to be so obvious
*sigh*
this trip isn't going to be as good as i wanted it to be
well I knew quite well that this will happen
but it just hit me in the face
Time can't actually solve everything
well it sort of have
the hole is somewhat getting smaller from what i seen
except it's just about 30% of it....
the other 70% doesn't want to help
might as well let everyone fall down
well....the last chance will be on New Year's Day
HOPE EVERYTHING WORKS OUT!
BY Pearly
We had the dinner i mentioned in the post before
wasn't as exciting as i thought
Full though but....meh
Well at least the dinner gave me an answer
the problem i mentioned in older post
is still freaking there
like i said
if the time limit to cover up this hole is over
then it will always be a hole...a deeper hole
deep metaphor eh?
well...don't really want the real meaning to be so obvious
*sigh*
this trip isn't going to be as good as i wanted it to be
well I knew quite well that this will happen
but it just hit me in the face
Time can't actually solve everything
well it sort of have
the hole is somewhat getting smaller from what i seen
except it's just about 30% of it....
the other 70% doesn't want to help
might as well let everyone fall down
well....the last chance will be on New Year's Day
HOPE EVERYTHING WORKS OUT!
BY Pearly
Monday, December 21, 2009
Airport Chaos
I suddenly thought of something that I wanted to blog about
it's about the day when i'm coming back to Malaysia
I was so freaky...hahaha
the night before i was like
...."we will arrive in Malaysia safe and sound"
and of course we did but there were some GLICHES on the way
ok...when we reach the airport
the counter for our flight hasn't open for checkin yet
so we waited....
after 15 minuted i was like
um...mum do you think the people are on strike
as said in the newspaper and mum was like don't be silly
so we waited for an hour
and finally they open up for check in
well that wasn't really a glich anyway...
when it was our turn, we went up to the counter and there was two ladies there
one was a trainee and one was supervising her
so i was like ok...
dad then put the luggage on the scale so they can be weight and check in
mum and dad's luggage weigh at approx 33kg
usually we can pass with that weigh
cause each person is allow 20kg
and me mum and dad added together will be 60 kg
so my bag and another small luggage add with mum and dad's wouldn't even reach 60kg
but the trainee said that eventhough it won't add up one luggage can't overceed a limit or something
so we had to take out stuff from it...
we took out i think some biscuits and a bottle of honey
sounds weird but we bought them for relatives here! bear with me
anyway...we didn't think twice and just grab stuff and put it in mum's handluggage
and then the trainee was like....
i reset the scale try again and i think it will be fine
so dad put the luggage back onto the scale again and it was a kg less and she was like yeah that's fine!
WHAT?! stupid trainee
so that was settle and we check in
and then we when through the passport controls...and before we enter the gate the controller was like ....if you have any liquids it must be under 100ml or something simillar
we were like no no no we don't and then we went through customs
and then arrive at the xray bag checking point if you like to call that
so we did our usual bag checking, laptop out of laptop case blah blah blah
and then *dun dun DUN!!!!* (sound effect LOL) mum was like OH SHIT (she didn't say that, well she just clap her hands and said something bad in chinese) THE HONEY!
and i was like *CLICK* OH SHIT IT'S a LIQUID over 100ML
and the inspector was like is there water in the bag
and mum was like it's honey
and the inspector's face was like HUH?! HONEY!?
so mum went back through the metal detector and they threw the honey out
and there goes the honey
glad it was just homebrand...cheap o homebrand
after the checking point mum was like i forgot that we can't bring honey and stuff like that
well the person did warn us we just didn't notice! lol!
anyway....nothing much happen until we arrive in Malaysia....
after customs and to the baggage reclaim
we collected two of our bags and waiting for mum and dad's (AGAIN)
we waited and waited....everyone slowly got their bags
it was a long interval between the two bags and the last one and i was like something's wrong! lol
and the a ground staff came to us asking if we are still waiting on bags on this caresoul and we were like YES and he said that the loadin of bags was over and this is it!
mum and dad's faces turn green
and they were like saying they will check again blah blah blah
and gladly they say they found it
so we got our bags from at the far end and left the baggage reclaim
we went to buy a ticket for an airport taxiand ended up buy two taxis for an expensive RM144! @@ it was like RM85 per taxi before
we couldn't fit one because they say our baggage wouldn't fit
but we usually fit in one but why not then?!
so we went into two taxis
dad
and
mum and me
our taxi driver was driving so fast that mum was so scare! LOL
i was alright
listening to my IPOD and dancing to the beat! ^^
so that was the big chaos...
BIG to me....lol
it's just mad
BY Pearly
P.S not using Peanut to sign off now...using my real name PEARLY! ^^
it's about the day when i'm coming back to Malaysia
I was so freaky...hahaha
the night before i was like
...."we will arrive in Malaysia safe and sound"
and of course we did but there were some GLICHES on the way
ok...when we reach the airport
the counter for our flight hasn't open for checkin yet
so we waited....
after 15 minuted i was like
um...mum do you think the people are on strike
as said in the newspaper and mum was like don't be silly
so we waited for an hour
and finally they open up for check in
well that wasn't really a glich anyway...
when it was our turn, we went up to the counter and there was two ladies there
one was a trainee and one was supervising her
so i was like ok...
dad then put the luggage on the scale so they can be weight and check in
mum and dad's luggage weigh at approx 33kg
usually we can pass with that weigh
cause each person is allow 20kg
and me mum and dad added together will be 60 kg
so my bag and another small luggage add with mum and dad's wouldn't even reach 60kg
but the trainee said that eventhough it won't add up one luggage can't overceed a limit or something
so we had to take out stuff from it...
we took out i think some biscuits and a bottle of honey
sounds weird but we bought them for relatives here! bear with me
anyway...we didn't think twice and just grab stuff and put it in mum's handluggage
and then the trainee was like....
i reset the scale try again and i think it will be fine
so dad put the luggage back onto the scale again and it was a kg less and she was like yeah that's fine!
WHAT?! stupid trainee
so that was settle and we check in
and then we when through the passport controls...and before we enter the gate the controller was like ....if you have any liquids it must be under 100ml or something simillar
we were like no no no we don't and then we went through customs
and then arrive at the xray bag checking point if you like to call that
so we did our usual bag checking, laptop out of laptop case blah blah blah
and then *dun dun DUN!!!!* (sound effect LOL) mum was like OH SHIT (she didn't say that, well she just clap her hands and said something bad in chinese) THE HONEY!
and i was like *CLICK* OH SHIT IT'S a LIQUID over 100ML
and the inspector was like is there water in the bag
and mum was like it's honey
and the inspector's face was like HUH?! HONEY!?
so mum went back through the metal detector and they threw the honey out
and there goes the honey
glad it was just homebrand...cheap o homebrand
after the checking point mum was like i forgot that we can't bring honey and stuff like that
well the person did warn us we just didn't notice! lol!
anyway....nothing much happen until we arrive in Malaysia....
after customs and to the baggage reclaim
we collected two of our bags and waiting for mum and dad's (AGAIN)
we waited and waited....everyone slowly got their bags
it was a long interval between the two bags and the last one and i was like something's wrong! lol
and the a ground staff came to us asking if we are still waiting on bags on this caresoul and we were like YES and he said that the loadin of bags was over and this is it!
mum and dad's faces turn green
and they were like saying they will check again blah blah blah
and gladly they say they found it
so we got our bags from at the far end and left the baggage reclaim
we went to buy a ticket for an airport taxiand ended up buy two taxis for an expensive RM144! @@ it was like RM85 per taxi before
we couldn't fit one because they say our baggage wouldn't fit
but we usually fit in one but why not then?!
so we went into two taxis
dad
and
mum and me
our taxi driver was driving so fast that mum was so scare! LOL
i was alright
listening to my IPOD and dancing to the beat! ^^
so that was the big chaos...
BIG to me....lol
it's just mad
BY Pearly
P.S not using Peanut to sign off now...using my real name PEARLY! ^^
AWESOME!
I'm in Malaysia now ;)
Read your new blog entry bec!
seems like you're having fun!
Don't worry about me
Malaysia will cheer me up!
and i'll be as happy as ever when i start 2010
A Mac for Christmas...sounds good
i got a camera! hehe!
anyway! today's the first day back from Malaysia
going to blog everyday over the time here!
Hmm...today woke up and when over to my grandma's place
chat abit and ate lunch there
we bought takeaway and ate together ^^ YUM!
then when home and now typing this blog entry
waiting till 8 for a family dinner! :)
Well tomorrow is a important chinese festival
but we are celebrating it today with grandma (mum's side)
and celebrating with my other grandma (dad's side) tomorrow
Cause in traditional chinese festivals - all of them
if you're a married female you must go back to your husband's home to do whatever needed
you can't go back to your original home
well i don't know if you get me but chinese will know what i mean
on this festival we eat a flour made ball which we boil with water (added sugar) and eat it
because a ball is round and round in chinese = being together
so this festivals brings all the family together
and after this festival you are another year older
seems complicated?
that's ok! lol!
well this is just some culture stuff
but anyway i'm just excited i'm seeing SOME of my family members tonight!
^^
BY Peanut
Read your new blog entry bec!
seems like you're having fun!
Don't worry about me
Malaysia will cheer me up!
and i'll be as happy as ever when i start 2010
A Mac for Christmas...sounds good
i got a camera! hehe!
anyway! today's the first day back from Malaysia
going to blog everyday over the time here!
Hmm...today woke up and when over to my grandma's place
chat abit and ate lunch there
we bought takeaway and ate together ^^ YUM!
then when home and now typing this blog entry
waiting till 8 for a family dinner! :)
Well tomorrow is a important chinese festival
but we are celebrating it today with grandma (mum's side)
and celebrating with my other grandma (dad's side) tomorrow
Cause in traditional chinese festivals - all of them
if you're a married female you must go back to your husband's home to do whatever needed
you can't go back to your original home
well i don't know if you get me but chinese will know what i mean
on this festival we eat a flour made ball which we boil with water (added sugar) and eat it
because a ball is round and round in chinese = being together
so this festivals brings all the family together
and after this festival you are another year older
seems complicated?
that's ok! lol!
well this is just some culture stuff
but anyway i'm just excited i'm seeing SOME of my family members tonight!
^^
BY Peanut
Saturday, December 19, 2009
*skiping* Home sweet home!
I'm going back to Malaysia tomorrow!
AGAIN!
YAY!
Excited!
HOME SWEET HOME!
well it is my true home!
I can't wait to see everybody
eventhough i saw them in September
I still can't wait!
We have Christmas and New Year coming up!
More gatherings!
and my grandpa's birthday dinner!
even more gatherings
you can see now that i love gatherings
cause i hate being alone
like to feel the love baby!
lol! I'm HIGH now!
HAPPY!
^^
Hope everything will go safe tomorrow and we will safely arrive in Malaysia
no hassle no trouble no sadness
just fun, happy, coolness!
YEAH! WUHU!
BY Peanut
AGAIN!
YAY!
Excited!
HOME SWEET HOME!
well it is my true home!
I can't wait to see everybody
eventhough i saw them in September
I still can't wait!
We have Christmas and New Year coming up!
More gatherings!
and my grandpa's birthday dinner!
even more gatherings
you can see now that i love gatherings
cause i hate being alone
like to feel the love baby!
lol! I'm HIGH now!
HAPPY!
^^
Hope everything will go safe tomorrow and we will safely arrive in Malaysia
no hassle no trouble no sadness
just fun, happy, coolness!
YEAH! WUHU!
BY Peanut
Friday, December 18, 2009
Cousin's 21st
Back from my cousin's 21st
it was so awkward!
I mean....this is actually the first time i saw him (and his brother) face to face
well i seen both of them before
but it was just like a glance and in photos
I haven't met them till last month...
it's like my long lost cousins
Ok...i don't know if they're my cousins
WAIT! that's wrong
i mean i don't know if i'm suppose to call them as my cousins
ok...they're my dad's cousin's sons
so does that count as my cousins?
this is so complicated!
even mum and dad wasn't sure about it
when we arrive, there was so many people
which wasn't what i expected
but i should had expect it cause they are very sociable people
the food was nice (REALLY FULL!!)
however the atmosphere was a bit awkward...
i know no one there and at that time i feel like going home...
home as in Malaysia with my family
I want that atmosphere where everyone there knows you and talks to you
I want it so badly and miss it so badly
but i'm going to have that soon! in a few days time! YAY!
I'm home sick now...lol
I'm always closer tomy mum's side of the family
bit distance to some of dads'
but I can still manage it...i guess
*sigh*
I hope i could celebrate my 21st or even 18th with all my family members
but mum said she still has work over that period and we can't leave Melbourne
she said it can only be a belated...
oh well...better than nothing
BY Peanut
it was so awkward!
I mean....this is actually the first time i saw him (and his brother) face to face
well i seen both of them before
but it was just like a glance and in photos
I haven't met them till last month...
it's like my long lost cousins
Ok...i don't know if they're my cousins
WAIT! that's wrong
i mean i don't know if i'm suppose to call them as my cousins
ok...they're my dad's cousin's sons
so does that count as my cousins?
this is so complicated!
even mum and dad wasn't sure about it
when we arrive, there was so many people
which wasn't what i expected
but i should had expect it cause they are very sociable people
the food was nice (REALLY FULL!!)
however the atmosphere was a bit awkward...
i know no one there and at that time i feel like going home...
home as in Malaysia with my family
I want that atmosphere where everyone there knows you and talks to you
I want it so badly and miss it so badly
but i'm going to have that soon! in a few days time! YAY!
I'm home sick now...lol
I'm always closer tomy mum's side of the family
bit distance to some of dads'
but I can still manage it...i guess
*sigh*
I hope i could celebrate my 21st or even 18th with all my family members
but mum said she still has work over that period and we can't leave Melbourne
she said it can only be a belated...
oh well...better than nothing
BY Peanut
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
Learners
Im getting my "L"s tommorrow
I'm freaking out now
I'm so nervous
I hope I pass
and the vision test (i wear glasses if you don't know)
i hope i can see
even if i wore my glasses i can't really see that well of a far distance
*sigh*
fingers cross!
PASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
please....lol
I did all i could
however tht doesn't include me memorising the whole booklet
did the practise test and got a few 100%
but still...
GOOD LUCK 2 ME!
BY Peanut
I'm freaking out now
I'm so nervous
I hope I pass
and the vision test (i wear glasses if you don't know)
i hope i can see
even if i wore my glasses i can't really see that well of a far distance
*sigh*
fingers cross!
PASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
please....lol
I did all i could
however tht doesn't include me memorising the whole booklet
did the practise test and got a few 100%
but still...
GOOD LUCK 2 ME!
BY Peanut
Sunday, December 13, 2009
Saturday, December 12, 2009
棒棒堂！加油！
今天是你們的大日子！
在廣州開演唱會啦！
現在....
這時間應該開始了
六棒要加油！
我是傳奇廣州演唱會大順利！
大成功！
我...會在這為你們加油！
敖犬加油！王子加油！
小煜加油！小傑加油！
威廉加油！阿緯加油！
棒棒堂加油！
你們是傳奇
你們是我們的傳奇！
BY Peanut ^^
在廣州開演唱會啦！
現在....
這時間應該開始了
六棒要加油！
我是傳奇廣州演唱會大順利！
大成功！
我...會在這為你們加油！
敖犬加油！王子加油！
小煜加油！小傑加油！
威廉加油！阿緯加油！
棒棒堂加油！
你們是傳奇
你們是我們的傳奇！
BY Peanut ^^
Reunion?!
Have i told you about the reunion that our year 6 class is having?
i know i haven't ^^
My ex-classmates planned it and i was inform over fb a month ago
and they planned it on the 19th this month
I'm going back to malaysia on the 20th
I have mix feelings about the date they plan
first I won't be able to attend which i'm not happy about
but another part of me says that its a relieve i couldn't attend
this is because i haven't seen some of them for ages and it will be so awkward and stuff
and some other reason...*hint hint*
it will be so embarasing!
but now one of them...(the main important one that can make decisions! lol)
says he can't make it on the 19th and want to change the date to a different one
and he puts that me, nicole and suet peng (other classmates)
can't make it on that day too
well...
mix feelings again...
happy that i could go
but not really that happy that i couldn't....
ok...i'm happy that i can go, maybe can go.....and i'm freaking myself out after hearing that someone suggested to change dates
what am i going to where?
where are we going to go?
will they remember me? (one of them didn't! and i'm angry about that cause we were friends :(
i'm find with my close friends that i often met up with but not with the boys or other girls that i haven seen in ages
*sigh* what am i going to do....
it will be so embarrasing
PLUS!! i nearly forgot
they were saying that they are bringing their gf/bf to the reunion
AWKWARD!
i think they should stick to the date now....
maybe not if only they don't bring their partners....
*sigh*
maybe i should bring my cousin along since some of them know him
and i'll be superior!
AHAHAHA!....maybe not
HELP ME! freaking out here!
BY Peanut
i know i haven't ^^
My ex-classmates planned it and i was inform over fb a month ago
and they planned it on the 19th this month
I'm going back to malaysia on the 20th
I have mix feelings about the date they plan
first I won't be able to attend which i'm not happy about
but another part of me says that its a relieve i couldn't attend
this is because i haven't seen some of them for ages and it will be so awkward and stuff
and some other reason...*hint hint*
it will be so embarasing!
but now one of them...(the main important one that can make decisions! lol)
says he can't make it on the 19th and want to change the date to a different one
and he puts that me, nicole and suet peng (other classmates)
can't make it on that day too
well...
mix feelings again...
happy that i could go
but not really that happy that i couldn't....
ok...i'm happy that i can go, maybe can go.....and i'm freaking myself out after hearing that someone suggested to change dates
what am i going to where?
where are we going to go?
will they remember me? (one of them didn't! and i'm angry about that cause we were friends :(
i'm find with my close friends that i often met up with but not with the boys or other girls that i haven seen in ages
*sigh* what am i going to do....
it will be so embarrasing
PLUS!! i nearly forgot
they were saying that they are bringing their gf/bf to the reunion
AWKWARD!
i think they should stick to the date now....
maybe not if only they don't bring their partners....
*sigh*
maybe i should bring my cousin along since some of them know him
and i'll be superior!
AHAHAHA!....maybe not
HELP ME! freaking out here!
BY Peanut
Friday, December 11, 2009
Dream controlling
I learned a new skill over the holidays
I think i can control my dreams....lol
it's true
i've been doing it for the past day
I will wake up at 9ish and then realise that i want to know what will happen next in my dream
i'll go back to sleep and then think about the dream and i'll start dreaming again
back to the same dream doing the same thing
it is so cool!
lol....today was even cooler....
i was doing maths in my dream and it feels like i'm doing it in real life
maths is not cool but doing maths in my dream and realise that i got it right is so cool!
ahaha!
I love it! ^^
Hope i can do it more often!
hehe! I can make it go the way i want it o
AMAZING!
BY Peanut
I think i can control my dreams....lol
it's true
i've been doing it for the past day
I will wake up at 9ish and then realise that i want to know what will happen next in my dream
i'll go back to sleep and then think about the dream and i'll start dreaming again
back to the same dream doing the same thing
it is so cool!
lol....today was even cooler....
i was doing maths in my dream and it feels like i'm doing it in real life
maths is not cool but doing maths in my dream and realise that i got it right is so cool!
ahaha!
I love it! ^^
Hope i can do it more often!
hehe! I can make it go the way i want it o
AMAZING!
BY Peanut
Thursday, December 10, 2009
LOVE YOU!
I LOVE EVERY SINGLE PERSON THAT I ONCE KNOW
EVENTHOUGH WE WEREN'T FRIENDS
EVENTHOUGH WE DIDN'T GET ALONG WELL
EVENTHOUGH WE HATE EACH OTHER
EVENTHOUGH I DON'T KNOW YOUR NAME
EVENTHOUGH YOU DON'T KNOW WHO I AM
YOU HELP ME GO THROUGH HARD TIMES
YOU WERE THERE (SOMEHOW) HELPING ME
YOU WERE THERE TO BE WITH ME
YOU WERE THERE....JUST THERE
I LOVE YOU...
GIRLS
OR
BOYS
I LOVE YOU....SPECIFICALLY
MUM
DAD
MY FAMILY
COUSINS
BEC
ELLIE
MY FRIENDS IN MALAYSIA
AND EVERYONE AT SCHOOL
YOU GUYS ROCK MY WORLD.....ILY!
BY PEANUT
EVENTHOUGH WE WEREN'T FRIENDS
EVENTHOUGH WE DIDN'T GET ALONG WELL
EVENTHOUGH WE HATE EACH OTHER
EVENTHOUGH I DON'T KNOW YOUR NAME
EVENTHOUGH YOU DON'T KNOW WHO I AM
YOU HELP ME GO THROUGH HARD TIMES
YOU WERE THERE (SOMEHOW) HELPING ME
YOU WERE THERE TO BE WITH ME
YOU WERE THERE....JUST THERE
I LOVE YOU...
GIRLS
OR
BOYS
I LOVE YOU....SPECIFICALLY
MUM
DAD
MY FAMILY
COUSINS
BEC
ELLIE
MY FRIENDS IN MALAYSIA
AND EVERYONE AT SCHOOL
YOU GUYS ROCK MY WORLD.....ILY!
BY PEANUT
Sorry...
I really want to apologise to you bec...
well i feel sorry for being so angry at everything that is happening to me
it just feels like everything is collapsing on me at once and i feel like a small speck....
after reading what you wrote and actually had tears
well it's not your fault or ellie
it's just fate that you guys have to leave...
as i'm the only child in the family
i just wanted someone to be there for me when eveyrthing goes wrong
to share secrets and tell them what's making me down
i just feel like i don't have anyone beside me
mum and dad are not the right person to talk to
i have no close friends in malaysia that i can really talk to since we haven't seene ach other for ages
my cousin who was the only person that was so close to me when i was little seldom communicate now since he has his own life to deal with
and now at school i just have friends that say hi and bye and talk about school work
i just feel like i have to talk to myself and find an answer out of myself
everytime i have a problem i have no where to look too but myself and the walls around me
I just feel lonely
I want someone to talk to
to tell everything that i have
so they can help me with my problems.....
sometimes my phone is just devoted to you and ellie
my inbox is just you and ellie
and everytime my phone is on is just because of you and ellie or mum and dad
i wait for txt messages
i wait for e-mails
i wait for replies
i wait....
I sometimes feel like i'm waiting for something for my whole life
a friend?
everyone i know in malaysia are having such good social life that i'm so jealouse
thanks for everything bec even though sometimes i get so angry and frustrated with you
i love you so much
i just can't bear seeing that i'm alone with no one to talk to
and you....
moving to a new environment can make so close friends so easily
I sometimes think myself as a failure in socialising but sometimes i think i'm so good at it
because I am friends with you and ellie
and I love it!
Thanks guys.......
BY Peanut
well i feel sorry for being so angry at everything that is happening to me
it just feels like everything is collapsing on me at once and i feel like a small speck....
after reading what you wrote and actually had tears
well it's not your fault or ellie
it's just fate that you guys have to leave...
as i'm the only child in the family
i just wanted someone to be there for me when eveyrthing goes wrong
to share secrets and tell them what's making me down
i just feel like i don't have anyone beside me
mum and dad are not the right person to talk to
i have no close friends in malaysia that i can really talk to since we haven't seene ach other for ages
my cousin who was the only person that was so close to me when i was little seldom communicate now since he has his own life to deal with
and now at school i just have friends that say hi and bye and talk about school work
i just feel like i have to talk to myself and find an answer out of myself
everytime i have a problem i have no where to look too but myself and the walls around me
I just feel lonely
I want someone to talk to
to tell everything that i have
so they can help me with my problems.....
sometimes my phone is just devoted to you and ellie
my inbox is just you and ellie
and everytime my phone is on is just because of you and ellie or mum and dad
i wait for txt messages
i wait for e-mails
i wait for replies
i wait....
I sometimes feel like i'm waiting for something for my whole life
a friend?
everyone i know in malaysia are having such good social life that i'm so jealouse
thanks for everything bec even though sometimes i get so angry and frustrated with you
i love you so much
i just can't bear seeing that i'm alone with no one to talk to
and you....
moving to a new environment can make so close friends so easily
I sometimes think myself as a failure in socialising but sometimes i think i'm so good at it
because I am friends with you and ellie
and I love it!
Thanks guys.......
BY Peanut
我可以~ 我可以愛你但你呢？
我可以~蔡旻佑
寄没有地址的信
这样的情绪有种距离
你放着谁的歌曲
是怎样的心情
能不能说给我听
雨下得好安静
是不是你偷偷在哭泣
幸福真的不容易
在你的背景有我爱你
我可以陪你去看星星
不用再多说明
我就要和你在一起
我不想又再一次和你分离
我多么想每一次的美丽
是因为你
寄没有地址的信
这样的情绪有种距离
你放着谁的歌曲
是怎样的心情
能不能说给我听
雨下得好安静
是不是你偷偷在哭泣
幸福真的不容易
在你的背景有我爱你
我可以陪你去看星星
不用再多说明
我就要和你在一起
我不想又再一次和你分离
我多么想每一次的美丽
是因为你
愛你....說不出口！
又寫中文了！
剛讀了藝人們的blog
也有些衝動的想來留言
從上個月到現在
心裏有浮現多年以來的....困擾
這困擾呢...
是因爲一個人
那時誰呢
這就不能說啦！
但可以說得是...
又愛又恨
忽冷忽熱
問題就出現在這！
還有我們的關係....
有點尋常
其實是單戀啦！
他也不知道
說也沒用啊
因爲我們不肯能還有不可以！
所以呢...只好這樣煩
看到他對別人好
又會妒忌
看到他對我說的話
以爲只是對我說
原來發現，
他也對別人說一樣，一字不漏的話
傷心極了！
我明白我現在是一廂情願
但...我們現在的關係
不能和他說嗎！
每晚想他時
都會對自己說
“忘了吧！”
但....我做不到
明天早上，開眼睛
想的就是他
唉！
只要開心就可以了！
想那麽多也沒用....
頭髮都會變白！
煩死了！
挨.....這次嘆氣也沒用了！
BY Peanut
剛讀了藝人們的blog
也有些衝動的想來留言
從上個月到現在
心裏有浮現多年以來的....困擾
這困擾呢...
是因爲一個人
那時誰呢
這就不能說啦！
但可以說得是...
又愛又恨
忽冷忽熱
問題就出現在這！
還有我們的關係....
有點尋常
其實是單戀啦！
他也不知道
說也沒用啊
因爲我們不肯能還有不可以！
所以呢...只好這樣煩
看到他對別人好
又會妒忌
看到他對我說的話
以爲只是對我說
原來發現，
他也對別人說一樣，一字不漏的話
傷心極了！
我明白我現在是一廂情願
但...我們現在的關係
不能和他說嗎！
每晚想他時
都會對自己說
“忘了吧！”
但....我做不到
明天早上，開眼睛
想的就是他
唉！
只要開心就可以了！
想那麽多也沒用....
頭髮都會變白！
煩死了！
挨.....這次嘆氣也沒用了！
BY Peanut
Sunday, December 6, 2009
Am i the only person here that don't have any friends....
any true friends...
i know i touch on this subject before but it's still bugging me
am here waiting for my cousin to go online on the the other end
he told me to come on 9 later so we could continue our conversation
but i'm actually really tired
i don't want to go to bed.....
.....well...i don't want to
...i want to talk to him.....the only person who talks to me on msn but now nobody is talking to me...
everyone is leaving me....
true friends!? HAHA there is no such things
BFF?! no way is that true...i feel so left out
looking on FB on my "best friends" pictures
i just feel well.....i really don't have any friends at all
nobody! i don't care if you or anyone reads it!
i don't! i want everyone to know!
I don't have any friends....and i'm suffering here!
why am i so stupid at socialising
i need a book of the idoit's guide of socialising
but i don't think i can even learn it
even with guide-to-guide steps...
so what! i've suffer from the start of my life...
might as well continue....everthing will be fine
i told you....everything will be fine...
my cousin just came online....but the only trouble is...
will he talk to me?
no one talks to me! and nobody understands that feeling!
because everyone i know has friends more than me....
look i only have 20 contacts on my msn list and i talk to barely 1...how sad
BY Peanut
any true friends...
i know i touch on this subject before but it's still bugging me
am here waiting for my cousin to go online on the the other end
he told me to come on 9 later so we could continue our conversation
but i'm actually really tired
i don't want to go to bed.....
.....well...i don't want to
...i want to talk to him.....the only person who talks to me on msn but now nobody is talking to me...
everyone is leaving me....
true friends!? HAHA there is no such things
BFF?! no way is that true...i feel so left out
looking on FB on my "best friends" pictures
i just feel well.....i really don't have any friends at all
nobody! i don't care if you or anyone reads it!
i don't! i want everyone to know!
I don't have any friends....and i'm suffering here!
why am i so stupid at socialising
i need a book of the idoit's guide of socialising
but i don't think i can even learn it
even with guide-to-guide steps...
so what! i've suffer from the start of my life...
might as well continue....everthing will be fine
i told you....everything will be fine...
my cousin just came online....but the only trouble is...
will he talk to me?
no one talks to me! and nobody understands that feeling!
because everyone i know has friends more than me....
look i only have 20 contacts on my msn list and i talk to barely 1...how sad
BY Peanut
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