My IPOD says 9:37

you clock says 7:37

and you're now 1000 killometer more

from me

*sigh*

you didn't tell me you're going anywhere this weekend

well

why would you

why should i know

and why should I only get to know what is happening to you

through facebook

and sadly through you're "friend"

you say i'm stalking

i say i'm getting the essential information

yesterday

for no particular reason

i somewhat had the courage to add

him as a friend on facebook

i'm talking about somelse now

LOL
Readers: FREAKING HELL HOW MANY GUYS ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT

Me: JUST A FEW

Readers:YOU MUST BE A SLUT THEN

Me: FOR YOU INFORMATION! I'M NOT

AND I HAVEN'T HAD A BF BEFORE

AMAZING EH

lol

I was telling the truth

sweet sixteen and never been kiss

that happened on me!

anyway...

back to this other guy

this happened in primary school

i was the only girl at this tuition center

so....yeah

:)

and he always sits opposite to me

welll we had allocated seats

and we always talk and laugh at each other

and we play

what people are known as

the "footsie"

lol

yeah but we were so young

never knew what they were

and i don't think we meant it that way

when you had higlighthers and glue stick

between your toes

kicking each other in the knee

LOL
until grade 6

when it was our last year together

that i realise

i have feelings for him

but then this girl came into our class

and she was from his class at school

so they know each other pretty well

i got along with her pretty well too

and she was one of my best friends then

but i was jealous in the inside

he seldom talk to me then

and i felt sad

at the end of the year

our last lesson

we left without saying anything

no goodbyes

just jump onto the car

and go

no looking back

well...i did

well that's the end of that story

Then one year,

when i was staying at my cousins place

yes THIS cousin

i looked through his year book

and i saw HIM

and then i was like OMG

he goes to my cousin's school

but then...i had that feeling that the girl was 'close by'

so i look parallely to the next page

and i saw her

and i shut the book shut

until later,

when i got facevook

i searched his name

and out come his profile

i was soo happy

but i didn't add him as a friend straight away

after 4 years!

what might happen

you wouldn't know!

he might have a gf

well...that doesn't concern me anymore

unless that my heart will be shattered and have to tape it up

or maybe he can't remember me

i couldn't "STALK" him

LOL

because his profile is on private

so i have to go through some of my friends who is also his friends

to somewhat try to get some info

and i got some once

well i saw him in a few pictures in a party

and ...

he was the same old him

:D

Until yesterday

when i was on the bus

i had the urge to add him on facebook

and when i got home i did

adding a message
"hey, hope you remember me :) if you don't that's ok"

well its not actually ok!

I want him to remember me

at least be friends again?

he hasn't reply or accept it yet

waiting is so hard....

hope he remembers me

BY hoping PEARLY