JAPAN here I come!

mum booked our tour to Japan next year and i'm happy about! REALLY HAPPY!
i wanted to go there for ages plus we're going in the sakura season!
it will be so pretty!
and it's spring!
no cold weather...much!
then we will be ging to Tokyo disneyland and universals studios!
THEMEPARKS! they always make me happy!
i think the whole trip is 7 days and 5 nights
why only 5 nights?!
i think we are spending a night in on the plane
night flight...
i'm ok with day but i do prefer day flights!
I can go shopping in Japan!
yay! but i'm not sure if we're having any free-and-easy days!
i need to get a camera before going to Japan
then i can take all the photos i want! hehe
well i could use my dsi but it will look weird!
lol! ^^
i'm LOLing and laughing everywhere on this post!
I'm so excited but i hope there is no last minute backing off or canceling
i would be shatter!
broken into pieces!
Cry and whine all day!
^^

BY Peanut

Day off

when out with bec today...
watched new moon!
thought it was good....
th ending was a cliffhanger
but we all know the ending...so no need to worry!
there was someone in the cinema snoring throughout the whole movie
and it was ANNOYING!
how can someone sleep while watching NEW MOON!
I mean...if you don't like the movie..please don't sit there and sleep
it annoys the shits out of me!
lol!
after the movie we when for a shop and lunch and then we when into safeway(the second time that day)
and we had this photoshoot in there with my Nintendo DSI
it was the funniest thing ever!
we when to every section (well some!) and took pictures with different items...
and then at 3 we left epping plaza.
well....there was a dust storm/thunder/wind while we were having lunch
and at home...the doors and windows werent really close
so we had dust everywhere
mum and dad are cleaning it now... *sIGH*
hanging out with Bec helps me take my mind of things...
things that are eating up my life anf brain!
don't know what i'm thinking is right or wrong!

BY Peanut!=

Right or Wrong?

now
i just feel like...
nope this is not right
and i don't know what's right or wrong
it feels right to me and then later it just doesn't
in real life it's wrong.....
I think i don't have much self-control
even something small can easily make me happy or sad
my moods towards this LOVE is just meh...
right or wrong nobody knows
not even me....

BY Peanut

....exam result continue

oops...sorry for the post before
i was so work up when i knew they were about to play the MV
lol...and i'm listening to the same song now! ahaha
ok back to the subject
i have the results beside me!
Maths: B (mrs swain didn't calculate the percentage! lazy! lol!) But i thought i could do better. oh well it's over! the past is the past!
Science: 77% same thing thought i could have done better! :S
English: 80% (a big drop from 91%!)
Legal: 88% (another freakin big drop from 91%! CRY!)
French: 81% (ok with that mark!)
VF: 87% (i freakin whing that!)
Health: B (whing that too!)

that's it!
massive drop but i'm just going to think positive
didn't fail....didn't go bad
better than i expected...well not really!
but i'm happy with it!
*clap clap*
thank you thank you! lol
anyways! there's this annoying person calling me a nerd here
so i better just rush off and defend myself
cause he is the one studying for exams now and i'm here...
relaxing...finished all my exams!
ciao!

BY Peanut

Exam results..

i don't have the detail results with me here
but here's the overall
got marks between 77% and 88%
OMG from super junior M is playing on TV
excited! woah!
going to go sing a long now
CIAO!
Be back soon!

BY Peanut

Woosh!

the day is over...
that went really quick!
i'm getting my exam results tomorrow!
ARGH!
i'm so worry!
gotta think positive here
i'm just aiming for all my results to get an average B
that is my minimum!
please!
i need it!
these set of results are so important
cause it will effect my choices for next year's subjects
eventhough they can't stop you from doing what subject you want
i still want to get a good mark!
think positive!
yes...i can do this!
i have to wake up early tomorrow
so now i have to go to bed and can't talk to people in Malaysia now
time differences...*sigh* (here we go again!)
just want to wish my cousin good luck for tomorrow's spm exam
i wanted to say it through msn...
but he's not on it
just left a message on fb
hope he sees it before his exams
guess he is studying now!
lol!
last minute studying won't work my friend!
you tried your best...
just leave it now...
you can't do much
go to bed and have a rest...that's much more important now
and don't stay up too late! you have an exam tomorrow!
try your best!
good luck!

BY Peanut!

Happy birthday to...me

yeah...
i'm saying happy birthday to myself
how sad...
another year older
another year wiser
lol
i think i'm too tired
saying stuff that doesn't fit the age here
it's like 1:14am now
but i don't want to go to bed
i want to watch the sunrise
but my eyes is just not following my orders
...slowing shutting it's heavy eyelid
*sigh* i realise i've been *sighing* alot these few days
oh yeah
i read my old diary (hand written!) diary entries yesterday
and laugh to myself so hard
memories just come flowing back
i wrote one entry yesterday
something that i can't post on this blog
people say after writting or telling out what is in your heart
well make you feel better
but it made me feel worse
lol...now i will have to remember it forever
since it's written down
it will be a reminder of that day
*sigh* (agaiN!)...................................................................................................................(looking up to the ceiling)......................................(eyelid starts drooping).................(eyelid fully shut)............(startled by the music).......(gives up!)
ok..ok...i'm going to go to bed now.
can't do much if my brain tells me to shut myself down
hope i can feel love tomorrow
with birthday wishes on either msn o fb!
night night! ^^
hope i have a sweet dream tonight!

BY Peanut

VERY FUNNY!

Why doesn't anyone want to talk to me?
lol...i'm not joking
anyone out there in the universe....
i guess everyone is asleep
or maybe its my problem
oh! i'm guessing i'm invinsible here
and everyone ignores me! HARHAR
very funny guys...
please don't ignore me...
*sigh* i think holidays make me few like this
or maybe it's SOMEONE'S fault here!
talk to me!
TALK TO ME!!!!

About the dream thing in the previous post
it is evidently a dream
a sweet dream though
but it will never happen again
unless it wants to appear again
and wants to tell me something...
maybe in the next few days it will come back again
but for now...
it's just in its other land....
giving it's sweetness to someone else
more important than me....
but i still love the dream
eventhough i'm sharing it with someone else...
nothing can change anything
will it can...
it must someday
cause it's a dream!

I know you guys won't get what i'm talking about
don't worry
that's my point
i don't want anybody to know the true meaning of this secret
except myself or maybe that someone....
but nope...
it's a secret
a not so sweet secret....

BY Peanut

寂寞.好了 ~ 夜深了...我該怎麽辦？

寂寞. 好了~ 蔡旻佑
拼命的奢望 闷坏的胸口让我想大声的呐喊
我努力不放 你冷淡 你让分手 就这样
我连做梦也感觉受伤
一年过了 还是一天 计算着慌张
计程车上的音响 我们最爱的情歌
这一刻却重重击破思念的 心脏
夜深了我怎么办 寂寞了谁在身旁
心情变得好复杂 想她 念她 恨她
一个人你害怕吗 细数过漫天星光
说好永远不分开 多假 多假 多假
让记忆长出翅膀 飞翔
心放空了 寂寞 好了
坚强外表下 我脆弱 情人节开始失常
别人庆祝 我却很失落
秋天过了 冬天漫长
关于爱 感伤
我们天真的勇敢 我们追求的梦想
舍不得也只能收藏旅行的时光
夜深了我怎么办 寂寞了谁在身旁
心情变得好复杂 想她 念她 恨她
一个人你害怕吗 细数过漫天星光
说好永远不分开 多假 多假 多假
让记忆长出翅膀 飞翔
心放空了 寂寞 好了
寂寞感冒全都可以好的
爱多甜 伤多痛 都释放 oh~
夜深了我怎么办 寂寞了谁在身旁
心情变得好复杂 想她 念她 恨她
一个人你害怕吗 细数过漫天星光
说好永远不分开 多假 多假 多假
让记忆长出翅膀 飞翔
没有你 心放空了 寂寞 好了

BY Peanut

was it just a dream?

am i just willing to accept something that is not true...
something i know would never happen
believing in something that even it is the end of the world wouldn't happen
.....
yesterday night....
i guess was a dream
a big, long dream
of just me....and my willingess
me and myself...
nobody but just me

I'll go to bed now....
i don't want this dream to happen again...
since we are in a different state of time...
might as well let me dream on first....for real.
good night everyone...
bye my beautiful dream....ILY

By Peanut

拾忆~你已把我忘了...我該怎麽辦？！

hey bec, those chinese post are just lyrics from my favourite songs
nothing much about me! lol....
well, there is,
the lyrics is actually my feelings
but you can't understand it...
you can but it will take ages
so here's another one to annoy you!
just a note
this song is on the sidebar
where the music player is....
it's a nice song
and i love it so mucheeeee!


拾忆 张翰
翻开日记整理破碎的心情
不知怎么你什么都已记不清
但我相信只要相爱就有魔力
但是换来一次又一次失意
你我的爱像融化的冰淇凌
虽然很甜却没有了那种晶莹
我会每天反反复复给你温习
找回那份遗失的专属甜蜜
怎么会忘了情
让我丢了你
傻傻的
还以为能够在一起
划过了流星
身边没有你
就算梦实现也没意义
你我的爱像融化的冰淇凌
虽然很甜却没有了那种晶莹
我会每天反反复复给你温习
找回那份遗失的专属甜蜜
怎么会忘了情
让我丢了你
傻傻的
还以为能够在一起
划过了流星
身边没有你
就算梦实现也没意义

还以为能够在一起
划过了流星
身边没有你
就算梦实现也没意义

*邀您一起来看流星雨!*

BY　Peanut

HATE!

i'm going to freakin make a list of 10 things (...or more) that i hate because my emotions now are nothing but hatred! HATE! I HATE YOU!!!!!!

1. I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE FORGET ABOUT YOU BUT YOUR MIND REMEMBERS THEM CLEARLY!
2. I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE IGNORES YOU TREATING YOU AS AN INVINSIBLE THING!
3. I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE DON'T CARE ABOUT YOUR FEELINGS AND SAY WHATEVER THEY WANT!
4. I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE THINKS ITS FUNNY WHEN IT IS NOT EVEN A JOKE BUT AN INSULT!
5. I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE CUTS INTO THE CONVERSATION AND MAKE YOU LOSS YOUR TRACK OF WORDS!
6. I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE TREATS YOU REALLY NICE AND THEN ANOTHER SECOND THEY JUST WALK OFF!
7. I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE SAY THEY LOVE YOU BUT THEY DON'T!
8. I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE BREAK THEIR PROMISE!
9. I HATE IT WHEN THE PERSON YOU LOVE DON'T JUST APPEAR WHENEVER YOU WANT THEM TO...NOT FOR ME
10. AND I HATE IT THAT I TAKE THINGS SO SIMPLE AND EASILY!!!!!

I HATE IT! ok....clarify i'm not turning into an emo or something...not going to cut my wrist now but i'm actually really raging now....don't ask me why and of course i'm not gonna tell but AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! TEARS OF ANGER ARE ROLLING DOWN MY CHEEKS! haha quote from twilight that caitie and laura always intimidate! lol!

BY Peanut