*sigh*

again...

school starts tomorrow

as in Tuesday

(it's 1:14a.m in the morning)

don't want school!!!!!

I'm going out with Grace tomorrow

to watch 'Eclispe'

Like finally!

This year I'm watching it with a different person

because YOU

(just read the post further down and you will understand~~)

we are truly just acquaintance

you posted something on my wall 11 hours ago?!!

I saw it

I wanted to reply

but I didn't

because I know what it will result to

me getting hurt and ignore once again

I'm sorry that we have end up like this

but it's you that made it happen

You never reply

never care

I'm a person

and I have feelings

I don't have any siblings

I need some love

but everyone around me just shatters it

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end of this

topic

not going to complain

:D

SO!!!

went to my relatives house today

ate lunch with them

and mum and dad just keeps teasing me

I mean

cause one day I had to study for my legal sac

so I couldn't go out

and they went to that restaurant

and the week after

they were talking about it

and I was like "I can't join the convo"

and last week I told mum why don't we go to that restaurant

and they were like ok

but we didn't go that week

cause they(as in relatives) couldn't make it

so we went today

and mum and dad were telling them

how much I wanted to come

and how long I've been waiting to come here

I DID NOT SAY THAT!!!!!~~~

came home

'normal' routine

lol

I have to tell you my nowadays normal routine

1. come into house. check if there is anything needed to take from car to house first

2. if there is bring it in.

3. put on kitchentop

4. walk around and see if needed

5. not needed. slowly and cheerfully walk up the stairs

6. last 3 steps RUN TO THE MODEM

7. Turn it on

8. RUN back to room

9. Turn on laptop

10. Close bedroom door

11. Surf the net

12. Wait till I had enough....Take a shower

ahahaha

the last bit...

hmm...never had enough!

I have to go now

BED!

TOMORROW
ECLIPSE!

GAH!!!

BysuferPearly