Time can really change anything

Why is there day and night?
it just makes life more tiring
seeing one day go by so quickly
why is there clocks and watches to tell us when the day will finish?
it just makes life less interesting
this saturday is the mooncake festival
this is a festival where us chinese will celebrate
the reason>?
not quite sure eventhough i have ben celebrating it for the pass 15 years
we eat mooncakes and light lanterns and candles....
most importanly....it's a day for everyone in the family to come together to celebrate.
for the pass 4 years,
i haven't been able to celebrate this wonderful festival,
but this year,
i can but it won't be a memorable one
in this year,
our family hasn't got on really well....
well, it hasn't always been
everytime we come home from melbourne,
there will be some family problems...big or small
it just makes me more confuse why a family wants to argue with each other
this will only make everyone in a awkward position
now, our family are experiencing these awkwardness.
this person is mad at this person and that person is angry at that person
just because of something small
it can be solved easily
however, they choose the hard way out by ignoring each other
not talking to each other, not seeing each other?
why the fuss?
everyone is a family....
this mooncake festival....won't be a happy one
it will just be a disaster
mum is celebrating it on friday as we had another dinner at my father's side on the real day
at my dad's side, it's a whole story.
nobody argues....if they do they will laugh it off and be good to each other again
i'm not that close to that side of my family,
but whenever i see them,
they are always talking to each other, smiling and laughing.
at my mum's side...eventhough you see them laugh
you could feel that in their heart, they are not thinking the same thing as their facial experssion presents.
i thought this would be a fun day,
but the family...the person won't be coming.....
i know it...
they haven't step into this house for the last past month because they had an argument with grandma...
for what reason, i don't know and don't ever want to know
but i feel so tired from all this avoiding
we can't do whatever we want...we always can't do whatever we want
time really can change everything...no matter how strong the relationship
even parents and child or brothers and sisters, friends or even partners
you see people loving each other but with a blink of the eye,
you see them seperate and ignoring each other
i really....really hope that this mooncake festival can bring everyone together
hope that everyone can see down and talk through this whole thing
sort things out....
if it doesn't work....
it will just be that none of them will come
or
it will turn into a bigger argument or even worst
this hole will never ever be able to be repaired again...
never ever...'

BY Peanut