don't expect...

sometimes life isn't what you expect it to be....
For example,
you didn't expect to do exams
you didn't expect to dream about something bad
and you didn't expect to not ever have a true friend

ok point number 1.
nobody likes exams and i freakin don't like them.
I had my maths exam (tech free)today
it wasn't hard..it was alright i guess
but i knew i got a few wrong
silly mistakes
then after the mid-term break
i'll start my exams
math and legal on the first day
english vf
science health and then french and french oral on the last day
I'm kinda stressing but not
if i think about it i will go nuts
and if i don't i'm happy
so i'm trying hard to not think about it
but guess what!
its not working! UHHHHHHHHH!

point 2
these dreams are really stressing me more!
ok, i don't really want to go in dept
but it relates to death
and it was the same death twice now
and i don't want it to happen
which i know somehow will someday
but not now....

point 3
true friend
what is a true friend?
i actually don't have a true friend
when the world walks out on you, a true friends walks in
and i don't think anyone had qualified that
not even you bec! LOL
you move to ridgeway! and ellie....
JKs!
anyway, friends at school are just on and off friendliness
sometimes they are really friendly
sometimes....just don't say hi
don't feel sorry for me
because i'm use to it
when i was small i'm already used to it
even my cousin(my 'best' friend) is walking away from me
i don't know!
UH!

LoL, Bec i read your draft, lol funny! hope you blog soon! SOon! and happy studying to everyone!

BY Peanut