Thursday, February 18, 2010

The truth or not the truth: it doesn't matter anymore

L
is for Love
and
L
is also for Lies
the more you love a person
the more lies you will tell
but which lies are positive
and which lies are negative
you believe in someone so full of passion
however you found out that
the person doesn't even care about you
because in LOVE
there will always be LIES
And in LIES there will never be LOVE again
no matter how hard I try to believe you
You always destroy the trust I have for you
You never.....
ever cared about the relationship with have
because you never ever love the old...the past
you love everything that is new in front of you
you forgotten of the past
forgot me....
All I can do now is pretend....
cause without you
i'm a person without anyone
a loner
I have people surrounding me
however,
none of them can share what we have been through
you treat it as nothing
but i treat it as memories
doesn't matter what you do
I won't ever trust you again!
EVER
If i do...
it's just me being generous
By Pearly

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Relaxed!




YAY!



Legal sac is over



i can relax for a day or so



and then i have to start doing work again :(






the sac was alright i guess



well there was some questions that didn't appear on it



that i prepare for



the means and reasons were the one i struggle






cause i didn't do much studying on those



especially on the means



URGH....



first sac ever






OVER



however there are like 10 BILLION more waiting for me!



*mean glare*



school can go die now!



*shoot guns at school*









Just came back from dinner



with uncle steven and aunty sally



we had japanese food



yum!






well it wasn't really japanese food



as it was a sort of barbeque style



in the restaurant



on charcoal






it was fun



i always wanted to do that!



:)



a preparation for our JAPAN trip



the food was



SOOOOOOOOOOO



gi washed my hair before dinner



and no one



NO ONE told me we were going for a barbeque!



someone could have told me






now i washed my hair twice today!



- -"



not fun i tell you!









I'm so tired



I'm going to bed now!



CIAO!









By Pearly!



Sunday, February 14, 2010

Happy Valentine's Day/ Chinese New Year!

The title says it all
Just wanna wish everyone
HAPPY VALENTINE"S DAY
&
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR
2 celebrations on the same day
Hope everyone has a good day
Especially....
YOU!
:)
BY PEARLY

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Forget about it love...forget about it


*sigh*

not in the mood anymore

I just want to disappear

or go somewhere where no one will see me cry

I don't know if this feeling is real

or is it just that dissapointment

I didn't try my best

and I knew if i did

I still won't get it

this has nothing to do with school work!

LOL

ok i smiled....

Guess it isn't that bad

but now i have tears in my eyes

I just think....

that

I

SHOULD

OFFICAILLY

FROM
NOW ON

FORGET

THAT FEELING

I can't forget about you

cause in this life

i will never be able too

even if i try....

at least half a year later....

it will be back

i just have to forget the feelings towards you

Hearing that

you and her

loving each other

and

everything is going well

i'm happy

and I

do

here

sincerely

wish you guys

happiness and joy

no matter what happens

I'll still be there for you

cause I'll relationship will never change in this life

just the feelings towards you

Happy Valentine's Day

well...

i guess it's the feb 14 that made you two together

:)

do have fun !


By Pearly

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Exausted! *out of breath*

School is so exausting
so many homework
so little time....
PHYSICS
is killing me much!
why did i believe mrs scott?
shouldn't have agree when she said that i could handle it
i nearly fail science last year because of physics
*sigh*
but i don't want to drop it!
Physics = science and maths
and that needs lots of brains!
i like maths methods
i understand it the most
i think it's because last year i was in the advance class
and mrs swain taught us so much last year
that i pretty much know it for this year
no much suffering this year now! :)
Legal is also a bit....MEH
cause it's yr 12 legal
it's all about exam preperation
questions and answers
however!
we are having a legal excursion next tuesday!
WOHOO
that is actually when i have my chem exam
WHOOPS
Physics exam on monday :(
anyway...i'm going to bed now
CEEBS
doing anything
i had cucumber on my eyes before
it was relaxing LOL!
ANYWAY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEC!
MISS YOU SOOOOOO MUCH
HOPE WE CAN CATCH UP SOON
HOMEWORK SESSION TOGETHER?
LOL!
MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU!
BY PEarly