DRAINED!

School is so shit now

that i want to

STAB STAB STAB

SHOOT SHOOT SHOOT

it

I failed my maths test and my biology test

ok, maths i actually don't know my results yet

but i'm guessing

I FAIL

and bio i got 58%

no 59% cause i got added a freaking half mark

and you know what Mrs wells said

"OH! keep going Pearly you might get to a full 60%"

why the crap do i want a full 60% when it is still a C

She doesn't teach us well

i mean the class average was a C

the highest was a 76% by a yr 10

I feel PAWN by a yr 10

DON'T BE SO PROUD GUYS!

CAUSE YOU STILL HAVE IT FRESH IN YOUR BRAIN FROM YEAR 9

DOESN"T MEAN YOU WIN!

BLEH XD

lol....

Physics is killing me too!

I have to write up a prac

finish sheets

and finish an assignment

DEATH

English too!

FLY AWAY PETER!

I actually like that book

i don't think it is bad a bad book to read

but i think it is a bad book to analyse

I still don't get the main theme

UH OH

trouble there

but our class is SOOOOO behind in ENGLISH

other clases have finish writting their essay

while we are still annotating the book

HOW SLOW ARE WE

and we have 2 more lessons to finish annotating it!

CHEM by far is my favourite subject

i can deal with Chem

well...

can't say it too early!

SHOWER TIME!

Toodles!

BY PEARLY

Happy Birthday everyone!

HAHAHA

yes

Happy birthday to everyone!

Actually...

today is the 7th day of Chinese New Year

and it's everyone's birthday on this day

I'M 17!

yay!

ahaha

we had a feast today

'lou shang"

is a must eat on Chinese New Year

it's a dish

where we have

cucumber/carrot vegetables in that form

sliced

and mixed together

with sesame and this sour and sweet sauce

with salmon (UNCOOKED!)

it's nice

It's originated in Malaysia

i proudly say!

lol

and not all Malaysia states eats it

it's now being "transported" to other states

and also other COUNRTIES like hongkong and maybe taiwan

i feel so proud

lol

it's nice

but I didn't do any homework today!

EPIC FAIL

i have a test on monday tuesday and wednesday!

ughh...

actually it's chinese new year

WHO CARES

I CARE! lol

BY PEARLY (17 years of age!)

Time travel....

Time Travel

when can that be invented

maybe not in this lifetime

maybe never

time wasn't meant to be backtravel

time is meant to move forward

no matter how hard you try to stop at that time

it will never work

scientist reckons

if we travel at the speed of light

we will go back into time

but how is it possible...

to travel at the speed of light?

even 200km/h freaks some of us out

another theory is that to drop into a blackhole or a wormhole

Excuse me....

I will be pull in pieces before i get to go back into time

But

i miss the old days

i want to change the choices I regret

i want to wipe away all the bad memories

i want everyone i love to be there with me

but the past is the past

the only way...

well there isn't a way to go back

I wish i did this

I wish i did that

I sometimes think that coming to Melbourne wasn't a right choice

me...

I....

I belong to where i was born

this place...

it feels so "strange"

everything i do is different compare to "them"

we think differently

we talk differently

we do things differently

we have nothing in common

nothing.....

what i like isn't what they like

vice versa

people hate us

hate our race

sometimes discriminate us

if you made a bad choice in life

that's it

however,

if you turn back quickly

there is still a chance

but...

it's too late for me

4 years....

2 more years in high school and i'm in UNI

i have to go on

in this life....

BY Pearly

The truth or not the truth: it doesn't matter anymore

L

is for Love

and

L

is also for Lies

the more you love a person

the more lies you will tell

but which lies are positive

and which lies are negative

you believe in someone so full of passion

however you found out that

the person doesn't even care about you

because in LOVE

there will always be LIES

And in LIES there will never be LOVE again

no matter how hard I try to believe you

You always destroy the trust I have for you

You never.....

ever cared about the relationship with have

because you never ever love the old...the past

you love everything that is new in front of you

you forgotten of the past

forgot me....

All I can do now is pretend....

cause without you

i'm a person without anyone

a loner

I have people surrounding me

however,

none of them can share what we have been through

you treat it as nothing

but i treat it as memories

doesn't matter what you do

I won't ever trust you again!

EVER

If i do...

it's just me being generous

By Pearly

Relaxed!

YAY!

Legal sac is over

i can relax for a day or so

and then i have to start doing work again :(

the sac was alright i guess

well there was some questions that didn't appear on it

that i prepare for

the means and reasons were the one i struggle

cause i didn't do much studying on those

especially on the means

URGH....

first sac ever

OVER

however there are like 10 BILLION more waiting for me!

*mean glare*

school can go die now!

*shoot guns at school*

Just came back from dinner

with uncle steven and aunty sally

we had japanese food

yum!

well it wasn't really japanese food

as it was a sort of barbeque style

in the restaurant

on charcoal

it was fun

i always wanted to do that!

:)

a preparation for our JAPAN trip

the food was

SOOOOOOOOOOO

gi washed my hair before dinner

and no one

NO ONE told me we were going for a barbeque!

someone could have told me

now i washed my hair twice today!

- -"

not fun i tell you!

I'm so tired

I'm going to bed now!

CIAO!

By Pearly!

Happy Valentine's Day/ Chinese New Year!

The title says it all

Just wanna wish everyone

HAPPY VALENTINE"S DAY

&

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR

2 celebrations on the same day

Hope everyone has a good day

Especially....

YOU!

:)

BY PEARLY

Forget about it love...forget about it

*sigh*

not in the mood anymore

I just want to disappear

or go somewhere where no one will see me cry

I don't know if this feeling is real

or is it just that dissapointment

I didn't try my best

and I knew if i did

I still won't get it

this has nothing to do with school work!

LOL

ok i smiled....

Guess it isn't that bad

but now i have tears in my eyes

I just think....

that

I

SHOULD

OFFICAILLY

FROM
NOW ON

FORGET

THAT FEELING

I can't forget about you

cause in this life

i will never be able too

even if i try....

at least half a year later....

it will be back

i just have to forget the feelings towards you

Hearing that

you and her

loving each other

and

everything is going well

i'm happy

and I

do

here

sincerely

wish you guys

happiness and joy

no matter what happens

I'll still be there for you

cause I'll relationship will never change in this life

just the feelings towards you

Happy Valentine's Day

well...

i guess it's the feb 14 that made you two together

:)

do have fun !

By Pearly

Exausted! *out of breath*

School is so exausting

so many homework

so little time....

PHYSICS

is killing me much!

why did i believe mrs scott?

shouldn't have agree when she said that i could handle it

i nearly fail science last year because of physics

*sigh*

but i don't want to drop it!

Physics = science and maths

and that needs lots of brains!

i like maths methods

i understand it the most

i think it's because last year i was in the advance class

and mrs swain taught us so much last year

that i pretty much know it for this year

no much suffering this year now! :)

Legal is also a bit....MEH

cause it's yr 12 legal

it's all about exam preperation

questions and answers

however!

we are having a legal excursion next tuesday!

WOHOO

that is actually when i have my chem exam

WHOOPS

Physics exam on monday :(

anyway...i'm going to bed now

CEEBS

doing anything

i had cucumber on my eyes before

it was relaxing LOL!

ANYWAY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEC!

MISS YOU SOOOOOO MUCH
HOPE WE CAN CATCH UP SOON
HOMEWORK SESSION TOGETHER?

LOL!

MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU!

BY PEarly